Update

So I think I have been starting to get better about posting more frequently but I have not posted anything with much writing lately. SO Here is an update on my newlywed life and life in general. Recently someone asked me what it was like to be married. They asked me, "Aren't you happy because now you know that Hans will never leave you." I had a hard time answering that because I knew that Hans would never leave me before I agreed to marry him. Hans is amazingly faithful and he is my best friend. I married him for a lot of reasons but not so that he would never leave me. Hans is wonderful and we are never going to leave each other. To respond to them I had a really poor response and said, "Well I'm not worried about him leaving me and I wasn't before but we get to have sex now." I hate that I said this because it implies that I married Hans just to be able to have sex. THAT IS SO NOT THE CASE. Hans is my best friend and even though we don't always get along or like to do the same thing we want to spend the rest of our lives with each other. Being married for the past months and a bit of time has been pretty fun. It's weird getting used to sharing a bed and there are some very goofy moments. I am, truth be told, the most blessed person I've ever met.